is it over yet?

goddamn weekends! uuhhmm.. wat im ganna?? owhh yeaa...  i w8 for sumthing special.. actually not rili special. but for me.. ehehehehey.. well, i hope it will work perfectly. amen!!!dunno wat to say here. yea dawg! i mean i dun have fucking thing to tell ya! specially bout ma damn feeling, its still complicated. dun wanna try it agen! it feels suck. so yea.. i hope im not too hurry to have a crush to sumwun. yea besides, i dun rili noe bout him. yea i mean lemme free for a while. aight?

yea i juz got fight wit daddy agen. i mean, i always try ma best for 'em. but they never respect it. dis is shit! i mean, they always think im lazy to du homework, take care of fukin siblings.. they have to noe, i got ma own businesses at skwl. if i got spare tym, i du em without command! cant she c i sweep th floor and thingy? 

at first, i wanted to ask daddy to bought me a notebook, but, he suddenly talked shit to me, then, yeaaa.. yu noe wats next. 

last nite, i said to mum, dat i missed things when i lived alone. i mean whe i lived wit ma grandma. i didnt get any attention or suthing lyk dat. i totally alone. to fulfill ma need. i mean not material need fosho! it wuz rili kewl. even sumtym horrible! but for a half tym, i enjoyed it. now, th condition is th way too boring. yea i missed it when i cried. cried when i missed parents. i missed it when i cried cuz felt alone and lonely. i missed it wen i jealous wit ma friends when they parents came to skwl. and sorta things!