its been an age. im an university student now. in Universitas Indonesia. yeah i know to be a student of UI, Its sucha dream. and i've reached 1 of my biggest dream. last time i wrote here, i was a senior high school student. i missed a lots of things to wrote. guess its time to start all over again.
im away from home now. but dont worry i'll back tomorrow. cant wait!! but it doesnt mean im totally happy now. i just lost ma phone. days ago actually. tell ya the truth, i cant live without ma phone. i lost ma friends' contacts, and i cant even text em. life gets hard. i did ma best to get it back, so do ma friends. but, it didnt work at all.
and i guess you still remember mr blablabla. yes, he got married. lolololol yea we arent meant to be man! he's happy with his wife and it means i needa search for happiness with somebody else. someone i dont figure out yet.
ma ex? we broke up about 8 months ago. he cheated on me. it wasnt a surprise anyway. he did it lyk twice. i tried to like somebody else. included indra. his friend. but i just couldnt force my heart to love someone i didnt want to. it was just 2 weeks and i break up with indra.
now, that i have a crush on someone. but its still random. im not even sure about this. i just dont wanna be in love again. i swear it hurts.
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